Through the broken mirror

I often find my self staring up into the sky looking for all the answers but all I get is more questions. There are complications around every turn and I never know how to deal with them. I'm 26 and not getting any younger. I want to enjoy life, and not just livable. I want to do things, live places, really get out and be me. Sometimes I wonder if what I'm doing in life will lead me to my final destination.

People in my life come and go, I've known this for a long time now. But some seem to be getting further away then I ever expected. Am I ready for this road of life? I'm I going to let those go that have started falling? What can I gain from drawing them back in? What can I loose? Are my losses and gains acceptable? I guess I shall soon see.

Twitter Updates for 2010-05-31

• my tan is coming in very nicely. #


• Finally out of work. I hat coming back to a shit load of work. Grrr. Heading home. #


• I give up #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-30

• heading to the Santa Cruz Boardwalk today. going to be fun. right now. breakfast. woot #


• About to leave for the boardwalk #


• Having fun hangin at the beach. #


• I destroyed my Bluetooth headset. I guess there not water proof. #


• home from a great day at Santa Cruz Boardwalk. I have sand everywhere. #


• My feet got dirty today. http://yfrog.com/jqzbyj #


• Nice view. Would love to live on the beach. Or at least a view like this http://yfrog.com/9eo3svj #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-28

• I need a PC power cable. BLAH #


• Going to be a geek tonight. Got a mini computer project I'm working on tonight. #


• Loading linux from a live cd on a comp only running 128 mb of ram and a core from WinME era = slow #


• now I remember why this computer was trashed and replaced. ugh, failage sucks. #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-27

• Cookie mystery still a mystery #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-26

• today's geek pride day. Hug your geek. http://bit.ly/aCiGs2 #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-25

• Chilling in the living room while matt farts up a storm in the other room #


• mmmm I have a carton of Straberrys calling my name in the fridge. I'm thinking of making this http://bit.ly/a1pRwp #


• you know comcast you suck with these emergency alert test announcements. a weekly test shouldn't happen every day #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-24

• Anyone in the bay area know this number? (510) 421-0269. I hate prank callers that are stupid #


• it's so windy out side. #


• chillaxen at home. woot. #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-23

• Ok so we've finished moving about 10,000 beanie babies. Yes that's right 10,000. #


• home from the busy day. I'm tired. making some soup and then will prolly crash #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-22

• so today is one of those bad traffic days #


• Off to the beach woot #


• I'm at Golden Gate Bridge (Golden Gate Bridge, US 101, San Francisco) w/ 9 others. http://4sq.com/4vTWx3 #


• http://yfrog.com/692e0tj #


• I'm at Caffe Tutti (12 El Portal Dr., Bridgeway, Sausalito). http://4sq.com/aIF6Ar #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-21

• So much greatstuff coming out of Google I/O. So jelous. I should have gone #


• I'm ready to scream #


• I wanna go home #


• Count down to the start of my vacation. T minus 2 Hrs 48 minutes #


• ugh.. I just recorded my outgoing vacation voicemail. Do I really sound like that??? I sound so weird. #


• 15 minutes tell my vacation starts. WOOT #


• let my vacation begin #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-18

• Watching the Golden Girls on the Hallmark Channel. I love this show. LOL I'm so lame #


• XM Radio Please stop calling me. I've canceled my account I've taken your stupid survey, leave me the FUCK alone #


• Hahaha i blew a circuit breaker at work trying to cook my pizza. Lol #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-17

• yeah finding my next tattoo is tuff. I can't decide what I want the tat to say. ugh #


• night world #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-16

• watching Unwrapped on the food network. This was a big mistake. Now I'm hungry for Fried Chicken. #

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Whats new

It's been a while since I've done a real post so I figure it's time now. I'm not really looking forward to the next few months. Work is going to be supper crazy, with all the SOS devices I'll be installing. I Have 14 stores (chain account) and they are all over Northern California, as far north as Willits, so I'll be doing a lot of driving. It will be nice getting out of the office for a while, but it's going to feel weird. Well I guess thats all for now. Later readers.

Twitter Updates for 2010-05-15

• mmmmmm brownies. nom nom.. I baked #


• I'm having trouble with @twitterrific connecting to API. anyone know of any problems #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-14

• Humm that shutting everything off idea didn't help. #


• GAHHH I hate that maria can't just DO her fucking job #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-13

• Home after a long night of work. I'm going to shut down all electronics and hibernate for a while #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-12

• 3 hrs of sleep. I must request more. #


• I need a wake me up #


• WOW bitchy cranky Jer has showed up early this week. I can't think I'm to tired. I want to go to bed. I wish they would release the trucks #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-11

• Pge you do realize you shut the power off in the area 15 minutes sooner then you said you would right #


• I'm to wide awake right now. #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-10

• RT @The_Jer Check out my latests post at : All I want, but can't have http://jeremymachetta.com/archives/193 #


• It's raining it's pooring the old man sertantly ain't snoring. #


• I've never seen someone jerk a truck around as much as Dave is right now. Geez no wonder we need work on our trucks so much #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-09

• Anyone know what the traffic break is on 880?? #


• ok off to bed world. night #

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All I want, but can't have

I find as time goes on, and we get to know each other better, I find it more and more difficult to just think of you as friends. I wish I could hold you and cuddle you while watching a movie/tv. I love hanging out with you, enjoying your company, spending time with you. I wish I could control this un-dieing feeling for you, but I can't. I know your straight but damn, I wish... I wish you are the one Matt.

Twitter Updates for 2010-05-08

• Woot I just jailbroke my iPhone and iPod. Hehehe it was so easy #


• Wow taylors isn't taylors anymore it's now gott's. Wow #


• I'm at House of Shields (39 New Montgomery St, at Market, San Francisco). http://4sq.com/8BBvju #


• Matt playing with an ipad. http://yfrog.com/j7qjoj http://maps.google.com/?q=37.785685,-122.405745 #


• thank you. I'm Slow and I'll be here all week #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-06

• uhh what did google do to there search results page?? IDK if I like it. #


• I see that the bandwith meter is avalable for comcast now. it's about time. I wish I hadn't looked at it though. :( We Download way to much #


• it's sad when our warehouse managers don't know where there drivers are... poor dan's wife all worried about her husband #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-05

• I'm totally ready to go to bed. #


• google query how to install a SHUT THE HELL UP switch on this damn yapper over here. #


• DAMN she's going on 30 minutes of yapping and it's making my head feel numb #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-04

• OHHHH boy, ok I have 14 stores that will be getting the SOS devices, DANG i'm going to be driving a lot. Willits here I come #


• I'm up way to early #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-03

• I hate it when more than one boss is here at a Tim. They keep asking me for reports. In behind free #


• Free #


• Grr #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-02

• Ahh the house to my self for a few hours. Watching TNG woot #


• Good bight world #

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Twitter Updates for 2010-05-01

• being a geek this morning. the 10.04 upgrade of ubuntu broke my dual booting, trying to fix the problem before I have to head in to work #


• Traffic sucks http://yfrog.com/61njcj #


• Having a blast sitting around pacheco tell noon now waiting for the owner of this store to get here 2 hrs late #


• This city may be called pacheco but my gps says it's Martinez. No wonder why I couldn't route it correctly #


• Omg the owner o the store is saying to come back at 3pm now OMG #


• My gps told me to get back on the freeway and drive about half a mile to wendys. Guess where wendys was. #


• That's right. It was around the friggin corner it made me get on thefreeway to go around a fucking corner. Damn gps #


• Gps fail http://yfrog.us/49n92z #


• Ok it's 5 minutes to 1 let's fry this store one more time #


• Random pissed off babbling phyco. Check #


• Heading home finaly #

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