I think (locked)

I have feelings I cant shut off. I've never been jelous before so I don't know why now all of a sudden I am. I wish I could have all those things I want. But I can't just because he's out of my reach. I wish I could pull him in but that's just damn near impossible. This is my life story. Always wanting what I can't have. WELL WHEN CAN I HAVE WHAT I WANT DAMN IT??